Most Helpful Guy
Wait, you should wait. I have been through something similar. It feel like you will never move on. That it was the love of your life and you have loose it. You blame yourself for that and you want making him back. The only solution to this that i know is the time. With the time this feeling will be weaker and weaker. When it will be weak enough you will be able to move on, meeting someone else and you will say to you : "how fool was i, how could have thought he was the love of my life?"
Most Helpful Girl
Sounds like he's an asshole. Block him and delete him everywhere and avoid seeing him