My ex boyfriend does drugs and is also a dealer and because of that my parents don't like him. A couple weeks ago my dad told me that if I didn't stop talking to him he would send him to jail. I told my ex boyfriend and then we had to stop seeing each other and talking to each other. We were only together for three months but I loved him more than I've loved people in my past relationships before and I lost my virginity to him. It's been two weeks now but he's on my mind all day and night and all I want to do is cry and cry. How long will it take me before I start to heal?