My ex and I were on a date and at the end we started kissimg in my dorm room. I noticed she seemed rather reserved so I stopped and asked her to talk to me about what was wrong. It took a bit to get it out of her but she told me she felt like she needed to be on her own and find herself and that she felt like even though she didn't want to, we should break up. I was very understanding and said I still want her but I understand and will be okay. We then had one of the best talks we ever had. After that we looked each other in the eyes and started making out again, getting naked and giving each other hand jobs which is the farthest wed ever gone together. She ended up staying the night with me and we both slept in our underwear. When we woke up I asked her if she was sure about her decision and she said yes she needs to do it but we started talking again and we had an another amazing conversation, then we started making out again and got naked together and did some more stuff. During everything she started crying because she said she knew things wouldn't be the same with us once she left that day and she was really sad about it, so I told her id always be there for her and that I cared about her so much. We made out for a couple more hours and I saw her fully naked for the first time. Then we stopped and had another great talk then we said goodbye and we kissed extremely passionately again. I thought it was over buy about 4 hours later she came back to my room because she left her bottle and the sexual tension was HUGE. We tried not but we couldnt stop from making out again. She snapped me later that night all sad and said we have to stop making out if she's gonna get over me. I went out with friends that night when I got back she came to my room and we spent the night together again but wouldn't kiss me this time. This morning she told me I make her confused about what she wants, she misses me, but was still insistent about breaking up. What should I do im so confusd?