When she wants to go see him, I make sure the car (which I gave up for her and the kids, I don't even have a bike) is in tip top shape so she can have a safe trip to and from his place, I provide the financial means to get there and get back, and I watch the kids so she and him don't have an obstacle to overcome so early in their relationship (and so my kids are not subjected to this dude Idek.)
Now I do all of this while bleeding from the inside out in despair, watching the one I love walk away.
I just want her to be happy.
I feel so foolish, I still chase her.
Can't help it. I really Love her.
This unconditional feeling of wanting her to be happy, it can't be shaken.
What am I doing ya know?
- True Love