i know it might seem as simple as backing bags and never returning. my guy works for me as a driver. without him my business will stand still. he refuses to train another driver. we dont have sex. and spending time together is like being friends. this relationship is killing me. its lonely. i feel that i need a guy. when i ask him to talk about it he becomes rude. refuses to work ( i can not be late for orders at all , industry will shut me down ) starts screaming there is no god and nothing he does is good enough. he makes me seem ungrateful. i am not happy. this is not fun , i feel like i am single. i get 0 emotional support or sex. :( . i want out. without it turning violent or hatefull.