We are very good friends, and there are so many things we’re planning to do and I love that.
But I can’t help thinking that we should have never started dating. She has so many rules, things she doesn’t like (like cuddling or me looking at her, just because I find her beautiful), and we argue once in a while, and of course, I’m always in the wrong.
For my bday she planned this trip to Portland with some of her friends. If I break up now they’ll probably go without me anyways, but I’ll miss this awesome week end, but is it fair to go if I want to leave her? And what will happen to our friendship?