Broken-hearted?

Shamisa
I’m 17 and two years ago I was in a relationship. It was a total disaster. My boyfriend cheated on me just because I didn’t want to have sex with him. After that I really broke down and I can’t have a good behavior even with my father cause I hated all men and boys. Now someone asked me to fall in love with but even though I think I love him I can’t do this. One of my problems is that I’m not so beautiful but he has blue eyes and blond hair ( I have brown eyes and brown hair) and I feel maybe he leaves me one day cause they are many girls more beautiful than me. And the other thing is that I don’t want to have sex until I get married and I don’t know if I tell him! and if I told would he accept that? please HELP
I’m really tired of being so lonely
Broken-hearted?
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