Because he is my first love and it is still hard seeing him with someone else however I will never get back with him cause he treated me so badly to a point there is nothing in the world would remove the damage he caused me
If it's hard seeing him with someone else, then why would you purposely try to see him with someone else? You're just torturing yourself on purpose. I think @Brewmaster531 gave you the best advice. You need something to distract you and get your mind off him. Treat it like an alcohol addiction and text a friend or find something else to do anytime you get the urge to stalk him.
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Why would I do that? I would never ever accept him back
I don't know your relationship, nor your past. Its not in your original post.If that's the case. Move on, its hard some times. But nothing good will come from checking up on him. Let him go. You have made your choice, stick to it. I don't know you, nor your situation. I can only assume and give you my opinion from what little I know.
... but date other* people...
Yeah you are rightIt ended over message then he kept sending messages asking for money he spent over the relationship then out of sudden went cold turkey
Yeah... That should tell you that he is no good for you!! Im sure you deserve & can find better! Spend your time with a person who cares for you! The Best People are your Guy Friends! Being Best Friends in a relashiship
Sorry.. lol Best friends in a relationship is Key!!!
Haha are you in love with a girlfriend of yours?