Since there is no chance with him, I try to let go of him but my feelings are still so strong. I tried every possible way I can think of... I focus on other things in life and I tried to date other guys and eventually stopped as I have no interest in them and not fair for them.
Yet, my feelings are so strong for him and my chest is in pain whenever I miss him. And, I feel/sense something whenever he (emotionally) went through something big in his life... although we live thousands of miles away.
I don't know why I like him this much and feel so attached to him when he has no romantic feeling for me.
I'm so... so tired of it and wish to feel free. What can I do? Any kind of advice will be greatly appreciated.