My girlfriend left me and I am devastated, how to heal?

after being single for almost 4 years this cute and dazzling young woman who is 4 years younger than me walked into my life about 3 months ago, she completely changed my life, I was happier than ever, fitter than ever and I was so thankful to God that he sent me an angle, me and my girl are from the same hometown, ethnicity, and background. we got closer very fast and we both were discussing and planning marriage. to my dismay, she started complaining about how horrible her financial problems are and how she is struggling with credit card and student loans, in multiple occasions she told me that I cannot provide her the life she wants and it was so upsetting to me because I am so madly in love with her, so one day I had a few drinks and when she started to complain, I confronted her and told her she isn't leaving me if I can't give her the life she wants. she got mad and blamed all the problems on me, she said I won't be able to take care of her when we are married if I can't even handle her complaint about her financial needs. she left me, and now I am devastated. I had higher hopes and wanted to make her my life partner, everything all our plans got throughout the window. now I'm so depressed that I can't even convince myself to go to work. I have locked myself in my room and I am grieving this loss. I don't know how to recover because there are no options for me, and I can't stay single for another few years as well. I even had suicidal thoughts, coz i dont want to live this miserable life.
My girlfriend left me and I am devastated, how to heal?
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