I've never been good at anything my whole life nor have I had any real friends. I was the weird kid that nobody talked to in school. In and outside of school i got rejected for everything. No friends. Never good enough for a job. Not good enough for anything. Should i end it? Aside from my dad's parents and my parents nobody would bat an eyelash over it. I may only be turning 21 in 2 or 3 months but I've lived a very full and exciting life. I've experienced everything besides being a father and husband. I've seen birth and I watched eyes roll back into a skull. I worked and paid for my first car which was a BMW and I've been homeless. But in the last 3 years I lost what "friends" i had and my parents look down at me. I'm the butt of every joke at every family Christmas Thanksgiving Easter dinner. I have racked my brain for months and i can't find a single reason or benefit to being on this Earth. Jack of all trades master at none. What would you do? Should i end it?