Sit back, and buckle up, because this will take a while to explain.
So, a guy gave me a confession note.
I accepted his feelings,
Then I took it back (I rejected him), by saying I was confused and that I thought I did but I wasn't so sure anymore.
I felt awful.
I've realized that I have feelings for him and everything we could have been, but he's one of my best friends.
I haven't told him anything- I friendzoned him after this incident.
Why do I feel like this? Why do I change my mind all the time? And how do I tell him that I fucked up?
Yes, I'm an asshole.
How do I fix this?