Months later I tried so hard to change her mind, but she said I can't ever fufil her the way someone of her religion could and she couldn't be in my life and a bunch of other stuff.
We took time apart during the three years and no matter how hard we both tried to move on, we couldn't break away and we dated again
Still I feel like I'm in the same situation. I constantly get reminded of her. She went on her mission to Canada and I have so many things come into my life now that deal with Canada. I try to date other people but things get messy and bad just like before. I feel like I'm going through the same things over and over.
I still love her, I don't want to lose her. A popular opinion of the situation is that she's in a honeymoon phase of her religion and she will chase me again when she returns home. Just like before.
The evidence of that is how conflicted her statements we're about me during the correspondence during her mission.
I can't reach out to her, the ball is in her court.
Someone please help