I found out my boyfriend of 1.5 years was cheating on me. We broke up 4 weeks ago. I was doing fine the first 2 weeks, no contact and moving on. Then he sent me an apology. That infuriated me, and about 1-2 times a week i get the urge to send him angry text messages about how messed up he is, and how i don’t understand why he chose that girl, etc. sometimes i send these texts and he will read them, and sometimes reply. I just feel so much anger and i want him to see how much pain i feel. I figure he doesn’t care, because he cheated. I want to stop. I sent a few texts this morning when i woke up. I regret it now. So, i blocked his number so i can’t message him again.