We were together 5 years I caught feelings for someone told him and left him because I didn't feel right. I went on two dates and then tried to work things out with my ex and he wasn't having it. He says I cheated. It's been 4 months he says he still loves me but can't trust me. He keeps saying he isn't done but needs time and space. I don't think he will ever change his mind I think he just wants to keep me around.