I found out my ex cheated on me. We met and talked about it. At the time, i thought i could forgive him. I told him “thank you for meeting with me. I can understand things better and i will eventually come to forgive you, blah blah blah”. Anyways, i still am struggling to forgive him and move on. Sometimes i sent him texts about the cheating and they can be mean. I feel really badly after i do it. I have now blocked his number after sending numerous messages to him. It seems he is moving on quicker than me too. That’s fine. But, i just want to stop sending messages and feeling badly. I still feel a lot of anger and resentment for what he did to me. I feel he doesn’t understand. I want him too!