I don't know what to do with myself anymore. Nothing feels right anymore. I'm lost. Im sick to my stomach. It hurts so bad. Nothing is taking the pain away. It's eating me alive.
No one understands me right now. I wish I could crawl in a hole for awhile. Or lose my memory since my mind seems to be gone.
Everyone is telling me to move on, but all I can think is I want him back. I love this man with every ounce of my being. I thought I was gonna spendmy life with this man. I wanted to at least.
We're still in contact at the moment. Very brief contact. He says he still cares about me. I've tried telling him what he means to me and how I want him back.
I know I need to stop this behavior, I just want him back.
You see he has a new girlfriend. He has a case of trying to see if the grass is greener on the other side. Apparently she's miss perfect and has it all. I know I don't and I'm not gonna pretend like I do.
This break up is all him I've done nothing to bring this on. I know I'm not perfect, but I treated him like gold.
I was completely blindsided by him finding someone else. Never seen this coming. We were together without a title so he didn't cheat.
Thanks for listening. It's comforting to vent to strangers.
😩😩😩P. S. I have gas money for anyone who wants to hit me with their car.😩😩😩
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm obsessing about him and her. Wondering what they're doing.
And I know this situation is horrible, but I just can't turn my love off for him. I still love and care about him very much. I miss him every minute of everyday.
Some of the reasons he said he found someone else was very fixable. We could've worked on shit instead of him finding someone else.
Monday is gonna be two weeks everything happened. It hurts so much y'all. Worsr pain ever
When I pictured my future I always pictured me by his side not some other girl. He met this new person only a month ago and already says it's perfect with her. I'm sick to my stomach. It kills me. Why go looking for someone better, when you already have someone amazing. This was all so drastic.
Everyday this is all I think about. It doesn't leave my mind.