Would you consider me a doormat or a good girlfriend?

Helped my boyfriend when he lost everything,
Encouraged him to get clean from drugs,
Defended him when everybody found his lies,
He left me several times saying he couldn't be in a relationship,
Lied to me about everything,
Manipulated me and said it was because of drugs,
When we back together I tried to please him, played video games with him, sex all the time, cleaned the house, massaged him before bed so he could sleep better...
He broke up with me again saying he can't be in a relationship due to his problems... I said I understood and thanked him for the good times. Do I look stupid for doing this?
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Do you think he doesn't respect me? One of the last things he said was that he appreciates me
Would you consider me a doormat or a good girlfriend?
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