First off, I have battled anorexia for years. When I started working my 2 midnight shift jobs I began gaining weight fast. I still do not eat the right amount of calories I should (less than I should) how ever I still gain weight and can not take it off. I work 60+ hours, and have 2 kids I'm raising on my own, so sleep is little as well. I try to exercise, but going on 3 to 4 hours of sleep a day I'm so physically exhausted I can't push myself anymore. I can't even make it through a bath without falling asleep in the tub. I am afraid I will start taking laxatives again due to the thought running through my head a lot because I'm so desperate. I don't want to be that bad again, but the disease is telling me that's the only option in my case. Can anyone please give some advice that may be helpful?