Riddle me this?

My ex whom has Been begging for me back for about 8 months now cheated on me with 2(possibly 3) guys all in under a month of me moving out of my mom's place and across a bridge which was still an hour away from her either way so distance isn't a problem and in that shock I suffered from psycho depression for a few months and I still hallucinate a bit but the suicidal thoughts have stopped because I truly loved her and was completely unprepared for that to happen I have been stress eating and gained like 50 pounds over that span of time as well what's my next move from a woman's POV because I really don't have any form of judgement right now because my emotions are still on edge ­čśÉ
Riddle me this?
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