I grew to love this guy but once he broke up with me everything changed and Now i can’t seem to let him go... please help me. It’s ruining me. I’m severely depressed, my grades are falling, it’s making me physically sick and I just can’t seem to get myself to accept things and let him go. He leads me on and sexts me, all while having a girlfriend (who I didn’t find out till just now) which is the girl he told me not to worry about during our relationship. Toxic.