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The only way you can move past it is if he can prove that you are the one he loves. If there is still doubt, you'll never trust him. Best thing to do is enjoy the company of all the other guys you come across. That way, you'll see there is more to life than just him and realize that if it does end, you'll find another guy just as good or better.
If he loved you he would find it devastating to hear that you are crying every night over something he did. He would be going out of his way to make you feel better. If he is doing that, then he is doing all he can to keep the relationship going. If not, move on and don't prolong your pain.0THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE