This guy have a lot that has happened in our pasts. We sent nudes to each other. We opened up to each other about our family issues and stuff. Honestly he broke my heart bc I rejected him and broke promises with him and he got mad at me. I tried to fix it but it wasn’t enough. I opened up to him about how I got sexually abused by my grandfather and that I have Ptsd and that I attempted suicide bc of this boy a few months ago bc he was trying to ruin my life. I want to follow him on Spotify and for him to listen to my heartbroken playlist. Should I follow him so he can listen to the playlist to understand how I feel?