Anyone else know how to not be alone?

I never told her I loved her till the day before I left for the army and while overseas I got a dear john letter and it destroyed me so I opted to spend more time at war and I've been home for 9mo now and I'm alone I'm fighting this war in my head that no girl I date can handle I have PTSD bad and I'm trying to be happy with someone but no matter what I do whether it's my panic attacks or my midnight freak outs or the lack of sleep they dont know what to do and just leave am I hopeless? Do I not deserve happiness?
Anyone else know how to not be alone?
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