Why do I still want my ex in my life?

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He ended up cheating on me. I am still really hurt (it’s been 3 months since i found out). The relationship started to get really bad towards the end. He chose to cheat on me and never tell me. I found out. But, i also didn’t cheat on him - i tried to do my best to work through it.

I am not sure why I still want him in my life - not now, but, eventually when I am healed. Maybe he can be a good friend, or a good lover. But, maybe not. I don’t think he will change - when i found out he cheated, he truly tried to down-play the severity of it. I don’t want to feel this feeling of not wanting to lose him.
Why do I still want my ex in my life?
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