I've had family and friends become really worried of my mental state and have considered getting me help.
I want to be with this girl more than anything despite having gone through this tough time. I knew she removed me from her snapchat and I was told that my number had been blocked by our friend. It was only this morning I found out that she has removed me as a friend on Facebook after a month of being separated. This means I'm completely isolated from her and although I'm still able to contact her. I just feel I can't. However, her birthday is soon and I want to wish her happy birthday, but don't know whether it's a good idea or not. Does this mean it's the end of our journey?