Feeling Sad about past love?

I guess I had a flashback,

It was my crush, this girl I fell in love with...

And I just remember seeing her with another guy, laughing, and this guy holding her waist so tight... So vividly, the moment I realized she was seeing someone...

That was 4 years ago...

I've dated other girls, tried to force myself to love or have strong feelings for other girls, but it has never worked...

I really just wish I could hold her... To have her smile at me... I wish I could hold her tight...

But she doesn't feel the same way about me, has a boyfriend and probably hasn't had a single thought about me...

I just don't know what to do, I've honestly lost happiness, sex drive, will for anything...

I've even tried therapy...

Nothing has helped...

I really just want to be able to find or love another girl... but I don't even know if it's possible.
Updates:
1 y
Bump
1 y
Sigh :(
Feeling Sad about past love?
0
2
Add Opinion