We agreed to be friends and he was there for me and we talked. I realized it was my fault we broke up and I had issues to sort out.
However, 3 weeks later and he's seeing someone else. She looks a lot like me. He called me to tell me and I lost it as it had only been 3 weeks. I stormed round to get my remaining stuff, told him he never cared, and in turn he threw my things down the stairs.
I was devastated. It hurt and still does so much. I'm miserable. I'd skipped a period and so called him to warn him. (luckily I started)
Now here's where it gets strange. He yelled at me and he swore, told me he had no respect for me and I told him I didn't believe him - that he was a liar and I care for him. That's when he said it. He broke down and cried and sobbed, 'then why the f*** isn't it you with me then, why isn't it you and not her? I tried so hard, so hard' he then said he wanted us to hate each other to make the good feelings go away, he wanted it to be easy. I told him I'd do it differently this time and he said, through tears, that he couldn't wait for me. He said he still gets a pull towards me when he sees me and he wants that to go away. He said he can't risk us hurting each other again. He said this is out last phone conversation because he can't feel close to me as it hurts. He told me to keep in contact though. That he cares. Then he said how his new girl is too tall and she can't kiss. He said she's not as pretty as me. He said he got with her because the situation came up and he thought she was really cool and awesome. I then said we should hang up but he stayed there, listening to me breathe. It was me who hung up first. In the morning I text him to wish him all the best and good luck. As I had nothing to lose, I said I would've risked it all. His reply was this, 'ok, well, let's leave it there... For now x' oh, we seem to be going to the cinema at the same bloody time this Friday and he said to me not to say hi, he couldn't bare that. He said just don't, please.
Sorry it was long. I'm so confused! Does he still have feelings for me? Is it likely she's a rebound? Does he, deep down, love me still? I'd appreciate honest and kid advice.
P.s my ex, in general, has been genuinely nice about it all. Thanks x