In the beginning stages of divorce, husband has been served, been living separately for almost 3 months. Emotional and Physical abuse were involved so I just couldn’t bring myself to sign back up for it. But... there’s so many emotions. In this moment I feel lonely yet I was lonely in my own home before, I feel guilt even tho he hasn’t tried to make it better and won’t own the abuse, I feel like I’m walking and standing in front of hurdles wishing I could scale them. I am but it’s incredibly slow! Any advice? I don’t want to rebound into a relationship but I definitely would like some decent friendships. I’m 36 so it’s not like I’m around lots of avenues to meet people. I sound pathetic. Lol!