Girls, Did I lose my girlfriend forever?

My ex girlfriend I dated for the past 4years. Our relationship was not easy because we needed to do a lot to overcome long distance and live togather. Fast forward, I lift to her country to live with her and settle but couldn't find a job and was broke. She on the other hand was talking a lot about us getting married which I was super into it. But financially not ready. I left to another country where I got a Job and promised that I will solve our problem to be togather. She didn't trust me and after two months of leaving she broke up with. I on the other hand had bought a flight ticket and a ring to surprise her and the date is coming. And because it was a surprise I couldn't say and now she broke up with me. We have been on a break for the past 3weeks and I am afraid that I lost her and she already with some else. Finally, I want to say that this is not the first huge break up we already break up once but for different reasons and we stayed sparkly for six months.
Girls, Did I lose my girlfriend forever?
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