so a while ago, i was a freshman and dated a junior. he was my first boyfriend, first love, and first kiss. we dated for a week and my ex bestfriend intervened and broke us up. she tried pursuing him after and he rejected her. later on, in the summer i met this boy the same age as me and i broke up with him after two weeks of dating for cheating on me. honestly i hate myself for not keeping a relationship and honestly i get too attached and always end up being heartbroken. my friends say that i’m stupid for thinking about my exes but it just hurts to know that i wasn’t enough for them. i honestly feel so frustrated and insecure about myself and honestly i hate myself for it. no one ever wants to hear my POV and tell me tht it’s not that serious. i don’t know what to do all i know is that i hate myself for not keeping relationships.