I went on a Godzilla mode on him and he broke up with me?

So my boyfriend and I been together for four years and just like any couple we fight and lately we have been fighting a lot because of my jealousy and I know my mistake which is searching behind his back I saw him out with his friends and two girls and yes I know he’s not cheating he could never do but I turned into a psycho and we fought about it for weeks now he says he’s done with me but I know he loves me how do I get him back.. we always fight but maximum two days we fix it this time it feels so different he says it’s like he’s in jail not a relationship.. and the thing is for four years this was never an issue between us he wouldn’t do things that Would make me sad and now with his new friends he’s always busy and by the way it’s a long distance relationship because he’s studying abroad and he’s coming back in a year.. we had plans as soon as he comes back will get married and I just can’t believe he left me how do I fix it.. is he done or just tired of my behaviour?
I went on a Godzilla mode on him and he broke up with me?
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