Why do I fell shit for doing the right thing?

Long story short, i meet girl LDR we were talking and decided to try it i bought a ticket to her country ( she didn't know it wanted to surprise her) but month before the flight she's decided that she wanna ghost me, had a awesome vacation by myself in her country while she kept ghosting me while i was there ( i told her altooth she didny reply that i am flying and i am there), after 2 months she answered which led into huge fight and i ended blocking her, removed the block and few weeks later she messaged me that she is sorry and she wanna be friends...
So why the hell do i fell like shit saying that she made that decision 4 month ago and i will never see her as a friend because she broke the trust i had in her?
Why do I fell shit for doing the right thing?
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