So at the beginning she said she was afraid something would happen and she would lose me both as a boyfriend and as a friend. I promised her we would still be friends if that ever happened.
We broke up because she's going to college and really stressed out. She throws up just o feel better told me she needed time to find herself and be mature for a relationship. Said she still loved me and we both cried a lot. promised that if we were still single and both found ourselves we could work Into getting back together. She gave me a kiss on the forehead and hugged it out.
We were suppose to go to anime expo together 2 days later but she text saying it didn't feel right to talk to me right now and that she can't face me.
I told her I understood but it really hurt cause I still wanted us to go as friends. Said I can give her my pass if she wanted to go with her friend. She said I should at least go to distract myself and so I went. Near the end of the first day I got a text from her saying I know that this is awkward but I hope you had fun and I assume you're going on all 4 days. I told her it wasn't awkward and that I might not come back because it's really broing alone. She asked for my pass which I understood but i told her I was uncomfortable talking about anime expo. said to her ill see what i can do and get back to her. she was sorry for making it awkward and I said no worries.
I text later saying I needed space because I was harming and blaming myself for what happened between us. I told her I was sorry for causing her harm. She got back with, oh I guess that means no for the pass I'll just tell my friend u said u wanted to keep it. That really hurt.. later her friend texted me asking if she could get the pass for some $. I guessing she told her friend I didn't want to go but keeping the pass regardless. Hurts to see her so fine with going with a friend when we planned this a month ago. Does she want my pass or just need a friend?