What is wrong with me?

Been with my S. O for almost 5 years and I keep wanting more fun and excitment. He really does a lot for me. he's there for me, talks to me, understands me, and does all kinds of sweet things but I keep feeling like I am missing something. I want fun and excitment but at the same time I dont want to lose him. I've told him I want fun and excitment but nothing has really changed and if it does it never lasts long. I dont get butterflies with him either. I just dont get it. I am not satisfied. How can I be happy when I am not satisfied? I want that new relationship , fucking a few times a day, exciting kinda relationship. I feel it is possible. I just feel so torn. I dont know what to do. My emotions are all over the place. Sometimes I feel he deserves better then me because I feel this way. He deserves someone who would be happy with what be is providing. I also feel life is too short to be unhappy. I need your advice 😔
What is wrong with me?
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