Most Helpful Guy
"Three things cannot be long hidden, the sun, the moon, and the truth. " - Buddha. The truth usually surfaces eventually. It's better for you to control how it comes out. If you want to reveal it then you should before someone else does it for you. Those who would hate you already do, they just don't know it yet. You're not preventing their hate, you're only hiding from it.
Most Helpful Girl
Since we don't know anything. Do you have your person of trust to tell everything cuz if you are scared you are not seeing clearly. Grandma?
Talk to therapist and person of trust and decide next step after seeing bigger picture.
You should not feel like that. Everything is gonna be okay. It is not your fault. If someone did something to you, you are not alone. There is law, there is police, therapy help, others in same situation etc.