our relationship was intense. We loved more than we’ve ever loved before. But the fights were worse than they ever could be with anyone else. He would say things he didn’t mean in fights and, as I have severe anxiety I wouldn’t know if he said it just because he was mad or if he really meant it. There’s trust issues, he has anger issues. But it’s also a love that I could never forget and this break up could ruin me. It already hurts so much. What do I do?