What should I do when I dont know what to do anymore?

Im gonna try to make this short, basically im trash and im such a confused and depressed 20 year old that i can't even think for myself. My boyfriend and i just broke up maybe 5 days ago, i was the one who called it off but only because my friends influenced it and i dont think i was honestly ready to. Actually i know i wasn't so now im sitting here very very sad and confused because i want him back. The reason we broke up was because he is controling but is it weird that i like it, i know its not healthy but if i could just get him to work on it.. I don't know. Please help me what should i do? (Sorry if my spelling sucks more than i do)
What should I do when I dont know what to do anymore?
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