My family judges me because I haven’t been with anyone for a long time.
They constantly bring up my ex even though I ask them not to.
My ex is completely DEAD to me.
I am in complete savage mode now.
He could die and I wouldn’t give two fucks.
I’m finally dead inside and back to who I was before him.
Everyone talks about that point they get to when they’re completely cold and borderline sadistic.
I am staying alone.
How can I forget this piece of shit forever?
What was it like when you went through it?
Most Helpful Guy
Well, if you deeply look at what happened in that relationship, you'll recognize that you were relying on another source to feed your feelings and make your life happy and valuable. your return to (yourself), as you said, is not entirely a mistake, and I see it good to fix some things and help you to understand who you are when you’re not in a relationship.
Being loved by another person is a beautiful, precious, and amazing feeling. but it does not validate your existence or give your life meaning. focus on waking yourself up, life is beautiful and you will not see it when you are dead.
shortly, you will come to realize that there is a life after your relationship and that the only way to know this is by not to rely on others to make you happy. live your life, you're still alive.
Most Helpful Girl
the wound in your heart is still fresh and thats why you feel this way... it takes time till you find your inner peace again... just focus on building yourself up and self-fulfill your own life ♥ sending you my prayings