Why do I have to wait for my ex?

They say if you love someone chase them. I love my ex and I do realize I fucked up. And she has given me mixed signals. Why do I have to dumb down my emotions and act like I got over her for her to hit me up. That's advice that was given to me. Do no contact for a couple of months and she will come back. I failed with no contact but why? I tried to apologize, I left flowers on her car. Legit changed my life around. Why give me mixed signals then a big fuck your feelings. These months have been so tough to move on from her. Why is me chasing not working.
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6 mo
It's killings me
Why do I have to wait for my ex?
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