Its been 7 months. I mean 7 months! when i wake up i think about my ex. And almost 24 hours a day i think about her. I think about her in my work. She is in my subconscious sleep. It hurt so bad what she did to me. But im past loving her. I wish to god i could be with her again but i would never take her back now. But my mind is constantly being destroyed. I think i have some type of issue with my mind. Since i got no closure i am just stuck in a cycle of confusion and dont trust any girls now the confusion is just too much? It seems like yesterday she left because since then my mind has just replayed my time with her and it just repeats every day.