I usually never do this kind of stuff, especially when it comes to a positive guy that usually used to be happy all the time. But break ups are a difficult thing to deal with especially when I gave everything, turned worlds, did anything for her and yet. Everything exploded on my face, 4 years were flashes of minutes to seconds disappearing into the void. Yet months passed and luckily I have managed to stop loving nor caring about the ex because if what she have done but my heart remain block like stone... I an pretty much lost in myself.