I broke up with my boyfriend because I cheated on him with another guy. I hv a lot of feelings for this guy but I doubt that he feels the same and I just feel so dumb and played. I feel so wrong doing that. It's bad enough that I've cheated but not only that, I hv feelings for him now and I'm crying not because I miss my ex but because I miss the guy that I cheated on with. Eventhough he might not feel the same, somehow I just felt so loved and cared for with him. I really hv no idea how to go through this.