I think you're right. I feel so attached and I feel like I wanna go back, but I'm aware he is horrible
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He showed up like prince charming. I was never treated so wonderfully at the beginning. I never had sex with him because of my beliefs, but he agreed to date and take things slow. He had a talk with me one day that he didn't want to be with me. That we could be best friends... started crying. He then changed on me. He would compare me to the ex and flirt with other women in front of me. Bullied my appearance, but would lead me on at the same time. He almost murdered me in my car. He was yelling in the car when the car was parked and then would beat me up and strangled me almost to death. He did that several times. His anger was triggered because he thought what I was wearing was too revealing. He also thought I was a slut like all Latina women and because I was sexually attracted to him. Basically he thought that I wasn't deserving of him because he was better looking He did worse things. I lasted a year and half with him. There were good moments, but most of the time he was agressive. I internalize guilty feelings like it was my fault. I'm really damaged and don't feel good enough. It doesn't make since why I love him. I miss the person I first met💔 he was physically, mentally, berbally, emotionally abusive
I had really low self-esteem. He called me ugly and fat. He also threatened if he left he would kill himself, me or my parents. It was one of the bravest things I had to do... walk away. I don't understand why I miss him tho... you feel me?