Our relationship didn’t last very long. He was the one that come to me and was basically stalking me and still cheated on me with a girl he used to talk to. Although they hated each other. I never really liked him but it still hurts cause all those memories and sweet nothings he was telling me, all for nothing. He wanted to stay best friends and I decided I didn’t need him so I cut him off completely. I’m fine now, and I’m not worried about them anymore. My problem is even though I am fine, there’s still this feeling inside me and I don’t know how to describe it. I know it takes time to self heal but I don’t want to feel like this anymore. Especially with school starting next week, I don’t want to carry that energy into school.