Usually I'm begging him back, pleading and sobbing for his love and it never happens, doesn't matter who. This time in this year old relationship, I'm just done. I'm numb to pain. Numb to crying. I'm overwhelmed with feelings of lonliness. But I'm tired. I let this man go without a fight. He didn't fight either, 😓. Part of me wants him to find love and happiness with someone who he shares interest with. Part of me feels like no one deserves to be with me because they're better, prettier and smarter. And part of me loves him wishing he'd text me but deep down I know he's not the one. Going on 28 years, I'm doubting I'll ever find my person. Sincerely poor sad girl.