its now been a month and half and I’m still not coping well with the break up , I cry most days I think about him always. We had a argument last week by text he called me horrible names he is angry with me because it got back to him about how hurt I was and I said hurtful things about him on which I did not mean to ! I was going through an angry stage of the break up , he was the only man I have ever loved this is why I’m finding it so hard ! After the last text argument he blocked me again told me he hated me then hours later messaged me saying he doesn’t hate me just the things I had said about him that was the last text. He was everything to me not just my love but my best friend , I miss the conversations we would have every day we was so close , it hurts so much there are times I just want to talk to him , I tried joining a dating site to help me move on but I have no interest in anyone I just miss him , I feel empty and lonely 😞. How do I get through this?