He moved away for collage after living with me for 2 years. I lost my job, failed collage myself, stopped being Student Governor and part of the basketball team. My dad was so upset he kicked me out so I was staying at a friend's place. He got mad and made me leave too and I ended up sleeping with a mutual friend who also lived in the apartment building. I was high, drunk and on cocaine when I slept with him. I felt like I had to or I'd be forced to sleep outside. We were on a break at first but now he wants to get back together despite me being not loyal. Should I let him go through with this decision or tell him he deserves someone better?