Thanks, I'll trt it :))
Several things that accumulated over time. I was always loner back in school and highschool , had difficulties socializing. I was bascically dealing with anxiety for a long time. Failed in highschool bcz of this although I was an A student before. Somehow I still managed to get out of this and start university (moved to another country). Got into a relationship which also failed.. we broke up about 8 months ago. I really thought he was a good guy at the beginning and got attatched to him. But he wasn't as honest as I expected.. thing ended. There was a female "friend" in particular who he was talking to that I was annoyed with. It made me feel worthless and like shit tbh. Because he hid things and I didn't get why he had to keep her as a friend. Soon I'm moving to another country again (back to Germany where I did highschool), probably I just wasted 2 years of my life here going to uni and making friends. I have to start everything all over again, going to uni, chosing a major. finding friends , finding a partner. I'm moving to a new city not where I was living before. I also used to feel uncomfortable with my body.. I wanted to gain weight for a long time ( I wasn't underweight though). Gained weight this summer.. and was really happy with my body but now I'm negleting it again.. not working out etc. And I'm slowly getting back to my old weight. It's not that huge problem because if I workout out I can manage my weight. So yeah.. just struggling in life in general and feeling like nothing is working out.
Sounds like the only thing holding you back are your thoughts. Always remember that changing your way of thinking can change everything. I too had anxiety and social issues growing up aswell as hated my body, but when I left school and met my partner I am at peace with my life. Life is not perfect and your always going to have problems no matter where you go. Look at this new move as a new chapter in your life. Also, just because your old boyfriend was a dick shouldn't make you feel bad about yourself. There are just "shitty" guys out there and you happened to come across one. Life will get better I promise.
I hope it does get better. I'm not always depressed.. I had a bad day when I posted this question. Thanks for the advice sweety :)
Oh I totally understand, I've been there. And your very welcome. Happy your feeling a little better☺️
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It's just an internet platform, for sharing thoughts, nothing to do with social life
Exactly! So why go anon? I tell small details about myself and still nobody here knows who the fuck I am here.
bcz no one cares here lolexcept if someone is stalking you