Has a heartbreak ever made you suicidal?

A few years ago my ex left me for another woman in our church and married her. She was also a friend of mine. Previously we were together for two years and he often promised marriage. They met and fell in love at the workplace where their spark grew. Now, the church is raising him up to be a Pastor. I tried my shot at talking to men in my church again but never found anyone who was close to my age or level of adulthood. I feel worthless and invaluable especially seeing this couple all the time at church and seeing my ex lead the prayer often on stage. Being alive just hurts. Its been years and still no one on horizon. consant disappointment
Has a heartbreak ever made you suicidal?
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